A Second Chance Love Read online

  Jacob and Kyle looked at each other. Kyle reached out to Jacob in an almost pleading gesture. Jacob took his hand and gave it a squeeze. They shifted so they were both standing facing me.

  Jacob spoke first, very gently. “Kerri, we have always wanted a woman for forever, but none of the ones that we took to bed were the right one. Don’t you understand why?”

  I shook my head, a wild hope building inside me. They couldn’t mean what I wished. Could they? I clutched their hands.

  “Why?” My voice broke on the one word that held every dream of them that I had kept silent for so long.

  It was Jacob that answered, blue eyes full of tenderness. “They weren’t you, Kerri. It was always you that we wanted forever with.”

  Then it was Kyle’s turn again. “We have always loved you, but you only saw Caleb. We loved you both too much to ever try to come between you two.” Kyle sighed. “We tried to find someone else, because we knew you had a forever with Caleb, but it never seemed right. Nobody ever fit the two us as perfectly as you do. All those times it was just the three of us hanging out in college while Caleb was in class or studying because he insisted on doing a double major and building a close friendship. I don’t know how to explain it.” His eyes strayed to Jacob, an unspoken plea.

  “You don’t realize it, but if Caleb hadn’t asked you out at that game, we would’ve. Because, yes, we were young and liked to play around with girls sometimes. Caleb wasn’t the only that fell for you at first sight, Kerri. But we were truly happy for the two of you yet…” Jacob’s mouth twisted wryly. “There was always a wistful thought of what if Caleb hadn’t been at that game. Kyle and I are happy together, but we fell in love with you. Then after college we missed you and trying to bring anyone new in never worked. They never fit like you.”

  Kyle brushed my cheek with the back of his hand. “And when Caleb died, we wanted to make sure you would be okay. We mourned Caleb. While we never stopped loving you, he was our family too and you were a connection to him. We didn’t bring you here hoping for something to happen.”

  “It’s been over two years.” The first year had been so hard, but I had started living again a while ago. “Why didn’t you say anything until now?”

  “We were afraid of losing you too. We kept hoping that when you were ready, you would notice us.”

  I smiled at them. “Oh, I did. It snuck up on me. All those nights spent watching you two snuggled up on the sofa while I sat in the chair with my crocheting. At first I just wished I had Caleb back. I don’t even know when it changed to me wanting to be with you both on that sofa.” I blushed deeply. “Listening to you two in bed at night and wishing I was there too.”

  Jacob turned fire engine red. “Oh, God, you could hear us?”

  “I don’t think you need to embarrassed, babe, look at her face.” Kyle’s eyes were filled with heat while he grinned. “I think she liked it.”

  Oh, my God! I blushed even deeper. Of course I had liked it. If by liked it they meant turned on to the point of digging a toy out of my nightstand and bringing myself to orgasm to the sounds of their groans and shouts of completion then, yeah, I had liked the hell out of it. Frequently.

  Jacob sent me a passionate look. “Did you?”

  The hell with being shy about this. “I more than liked it. I listened for it every night for the last six months, fantasizing about being in bed with you. Imagining what you looked like together.” My voice lowered as I continued, “Imagining what you would feel like in my mouth and taste like… What you would feel like in me…both of you in me at the same time.”

  They pressed me in between them again. But now Kyle was rubbing his cock into my ass and Jacob was in front of me. This time I didn’t hesitate. I went pliant between them as I whimpered with desire, spreading my legs to feel the best possible contact. I was swollen, wet and needy.

  This time I knew they both wanted me as much as I wanted them, and that made me feel bolder than I would have believed possible. When Jacob gently grazed my sides this time, I wanted more. I tugged his hands to where they cupped my full breasts, then moaned when he squeezed and zeroed in on my stiff nipples with his thumbs. Kyle was caressing my stomach, the muscles twitching in delight. Then he was moving farther down to cup my pussy. I knew he could feel how wet I was, even through my worn cut-offs.

  “Please, more.” I moaned.

  “What do you want, sweetheart?” Jacob whispered in my ear. “How much are you ready for?”

  Kyle was at my other ear. “You need to tell us, because we have had years to think about all the things that we want to do to you. Things you may not be ready for…”

  “Do you want us one at time? Or together? Can you take one of us in your ass?”

  God, Jacob sounded dark and dirty, as my mind filled with the images he was creating. The thought of one them stroking in and out of my pussy, of being filled with one of their thick cocks, while the other was fucking my ass… Oh, God… Was it really possible to be this turned on and nervous at the same time?

  I swallowed, my throat tight with hope and desire as I asked, “This is for real, right? We can make this work?”

  Jacob cupped my face, gentle blue eyes looking down at me in a way that I had only seen directed at Kyle before. “Yes.”

  “Then, yes, I want it all.” My voice shook with nerves, but I was going to take the risk. I grabbed the bottom of my shirt and quickly pulled it over my head. As soon as it was off, Kyle unhooked my bra and slid the straps off my shoulders while Jacob unzipped my shorts then pushed them to the ground along with my panties. I should have been self-conscious, and I would have been if I had stopped to think about it, but the only thing that filled me was the desire to see them naked too.

  I reached for Jacob’s jeans, fumbling a bit as I hastily unsnapped them and lowered the zipper. He swore as he impatiently shoved them and his briefs down and kicked them out of the way. I about swallowed my tongue as I looked at him. He was hung like a porn star, long, thick and cut. His cock was rock hard and flushed, steadily leaking pre-cum as it stood proudly jutting up and curving back toward him slightly.

  Kyle whispered in my ear from behind me. “His dick is gorgeous, isn’t it? It feels even better than it looks. Soft and hard and hot, it will feel fantastic when he fucks you with it. He loves to fuck hard and fast, all you can do is hold on and beg him to let you come. He really likes it when you beg.”

  Licking my lips, I turned my head to Kyle and lifted an eyebrow. I knew exactly what I wanted to do.

  Kyle grinned and whispered, “Go for it, sweetheart.”

  I gave Kyle a quick kiss and I reached out to touch Jacob. When I started running my hands gently over his wide, muscled chest, being careful to just tease his nipples, he drew in a sharp breath, his eyes darkening as he shuddered at my touch. I deliberately tantalized with whisper soft touches, enjoying the feel of his light dusting of chest hair. I wanted to make him crazy with desire so he’d forget about any other woman that had ever touched him.

  When I leaned forward to lightly flick his nipple with my tongue, he groaned, and when I latched on to suck it hard, he swore. I smiled to myself. If he liked that, I wondered what he would think of my next move. I slowly started to lower myself to my knees, licking delicately as I followed his thin treasure trail down to what I desperately wanted to taste.

  He gasped when my chin bumped the tip of his leaking cock, and gently held my head as I moved so I could nuzzle it on my way to lick his balls. He made moans of approval as I drew first one then the other into my mouth, swirling my tongue around, searching for what he reacted to the most. I loved the feel of him, the contrast of the soft, wrinkly skin and the crisp hairs that slightly tickled me. His balls were just large enough that I couldn’t keep them both in my mouth, so I moved them around and gently sucked first one then the other. I relished his flavor, a little salty, a little musky and very, very male.

  Kyle moved to stand behind Jacob, looking over his shoulder to watch. H
e had stripped off his clothes while I was busy. I was disappointed that I had missed getting to see him, but I was enjoying what I was doing too much to quit.

  Grasping the base of Jacob’s cock, I held it so I could take the mushroom-shaped head into my mouth. I swirled my tongue around it, loving the groans he was making. When I teased the sensitive edge and grazed it lightly with my teeth, he swore again.

  “Christ, Kerri, that is so fucking good!” He was looking down at me, his eyes full of fire and maybe wonder. “Kyle, babe, you wouldn’t believe how good… Take more in. How much can you ta— Holy fucking God!”

  He shouted as I swallowed him down all the way. I had worked hard to curb my gag reflex, and I was glad to know that I hadn’t lost my ability to deep throat. I used my hands to get him to start moving, loving it when he took control, filling my mouth wonderfully full as I made humming noises. Every stroke he made in my mouth echoed down my body as I imagined the feel of him pumping between my legs. He started moving faster and faster but always being careful not to hurt me.

  “God, Jacob, she is taking you all in,” Kyle said in disbelief. His hands moved over Jacob’s chest, caressing and pinching his nipples. Kyle turned his face so he was nuzzling Jacob’s neck. Then he opened his mouth and licked the corded muscles, causing Jacob to shudder and roll his head back onto Kyle’s shoulder. Kyle moved his mouth up to brush Jacob’s ear as he trailed his hands down to Jacob’s hips and pressed hard against his ass, his voice hoarse with desire as he said, “You look so damn good fucking her mouth, babe.”

  Jacob was moaning and breathing heavily, fucking my mouth hard and fast, yet still being careful not to choke me. I reveled in it and I could tell he was about to come even before he warned me, starting to pull away. Fuck that! I wasn’t about to let him, so I held on tighter so he couldn’t back up, and I only moved my head back a little so I could savor each spurt as he came, yelling my name, as I swallowed it down. He was shuddering, leaning back against Kyle. After a moment, he made a hissing sound and pulled his cock out of my mouth.

  I was almost whimpering, gasping, trying to catch my breath, which was the only reason I wasn’t begging out loud for Kyle to fuck me. Jesus, everything ached so badly. Had I ever been this desperate before? Needed to feel someone filling me this shamelessly?

  Kyle growled. “My turn!”

  As Jacob stepped back, Kyle dropped to his knees and kissed me hard, moaning as I reached for his cock. He was not quite as long as Jacob, but he was thicker and my pussy was soaked from my imagining what he would feel like in me. God, I needed him and I wanted him now!

  I pulled my mouth from Kyle and lay down, grateful for the area rug in front of the sofa on the wood floors. I was past the point of any shyness as I spread my legs as widely as possible. “Please, Kyle! Fuck me!”

  “No condoms, sweetheart.” Kyle groaned. “But I’ll take care of you.”

  He started to move down. I knew he was planning on going down on me and, while I knew I would love that, it wasn’t what I wanted. I grabbed his arms to make him stop. He raised his head to look me in the eye.

  “No. I am on the pill and I’m clean. If you say you are safe, I want to feel you in me bare. Please, I want to feel your cock in me.” I was begging, my body felt like it was ablaze. I was so desperate for relief I started rubbing my wet center against him as he knelt between my legs. The feel of my clit grinding against his muscled thigh was so damned good, but it didn’t reach the part of me that ached for him the most. I looked over to Jacob who was lying down next to me on the floor. “Please!”

  Jacob growled. “We’re both clean. Fuck her bare, Kyle. Give her what she wants.”

  With a groan, Kyle grabbed his cock and lined it up. When he pressed only the head in, I was nearly sobbing it was so intense. He was wide and the head stretched me to the point of almost burning, but I didn’t care. He was so much better than the toys I had been using. I knew he wanted to go gently so he didn’t hurt me, but it had been so long since I had felt a man inside me. I wasn’t afraid of it hurting some. I wanted to feel it.

  “More, Kyle, I want you to fuck me hard.”

  “No. I have wanted this for so long, I don’t want it over in seconds. I’ll take you hard but not right now.”

  He sank into me slowly, his grass-green eyes locked on mine, his neck corded with effort as he fought for control. He moved back and forth so, so slowly, and each time his cock would only go a fraction deeper and he just kept on. Oh, for the love of God, enough!

  I thrust my pussy up on his next move and managed to engulf all but the last couple of inches of his cock. I moaned at suddenly being full with a hot, hard man that stretched me almost painfully. If I hadn’t been so desperate, I would have laughed at his swearing. But I was frantic with desire and it had been so long that when he was finally in me all the way, grinding against my clit, I shot over the edge as waves of pleasure rolled through me. I arched up with a cry that Jacob swallowed with a kiss.

  “Oh, Christ, Jacob, she feels so damn good! Her pussy is squeezing me so tight!” He was grimacing as he fought to control his thrusts. “I don’t want it to be over. Want it to fucking last.” He started moving harder and faster, almost unwillingly.

  I gasped as Jacob trailed his mouth down my neck, shivering as his teeth nipped me, the sharp thrill causing me to arch toward him for more.

  “Now, Kyle!” Jacob commanded in a voice that sent shivers through me as he grabbed my shoulders. Then I was yelling my pleasure and Jacob lowered his head and sucked one of my nipples into his mouth so forcefully I cried out as it echoed through me. Kyle’s eyes burned as he hooked my legs over his arms to hold me wide open as he pounded in and out of me, going harder and deeper.

  All I could do was hold on as I went from the aftershocks of one orgasm to being overwhelmed with the second that was so much more intense. I was crying out loud, a mixture of incoherent moans and begging for more. For Kyle not to stop. Then I grabbed onto Kyle’s arms, wanting, needing every possible connection with him, I met his gaze. His green eyes were wild and fierce as he let go of his control. Moving without the slightest pretense of being careful any longer, a powerful onslaught of possession. He thrust into me so hard that if Jacob hadn’t been holding on to me, I would have scooted across the rug. Kyle yelled his release and I could feel him coming deep inside me, a wet heat that was as satisfying as another climax. Jacob moved over so that Kyle could collapse onto me and he took Kyle’s mouth in deep kiss. When he pulled away, he gazed at both of us with a tender expression while we gasped, trying to catch our breath, then he wrapped us in his arms.

  I just lay there, pleasurable aftershocks still washing through me, so sensitive I almost flinched at the tender caresses from Jacob and Kyle. Both their hands were gently stroking me along my back and arms in a whisper soft touch as I tried to unmelt my brain.

  And with that thought, my sense of humor kicked in and I was glad we lived on a ranch because if we’d had close neighbors… I would’ve paid the noise complaint fines with a big, satisfied smile on my face.

  After a moment, Kyle grinned at me. “I can’t wait to do that again.”

  Feeling a bit mischievous, I put a serious look on my face. “I can.”

  My mournful tone wiped the smiles off their face until I continued, “Next time one of you gets the rug burns on your ass from being on the bottom.”

  I smiled, full of happiness when two different voices yelled, “Deal!”

  Chapter Two

  Two weeks later, I was enjoying one of the happiest times in my life. I’d been worried about how we would move from being friends to lovers, if it would change things. But it was surprising how little things had. In fact, the only thing that had really changed was that I slept in the huge, custom-made bed in what was now our bedroom. We still spent the evenings relaxing, watching movies or television. Occasionally we would all curl up on the sofa together until cuddling turned to something more passionate. Other times I would sit in the chair
so I could work on a crocheting project while they would curl up together. The only difference then was that they would take the kissing much, much farther. It turned out that they really got off on me watching them, and I really liked watching. I wondered if they would be as excited if they watched me touching myself, but I didn’t know if I would ever be that uninhibited, no matter how arousing I found the idea.

  When I had mentioned how little difference there was in the way they treated me, Jacob had melted my heart with his response. “Kerri, baby, we have always loved you and we have always treated you that way. The only difference is that we get to show it in how we touch you, in all the physical ways we have held back ever since college.”

  There was only one thing that kept me from being totally delighted. That was my dad. After that night when the three of us had come together, I had called him to tell him that I had decided to stay in Oklahoma, and he had not been happy. He had been calling over and over again, trying to get me to change my mind. I had given up convincing him that I knew what I was doing. Plus I felt a little guilty that I hadn’t told him the real reason that I was staying. I wasn’t ashamed of our relationship, I just knew that my dad would not be happy about it. My guys understood and just told me to tell him when I was ready.

  I was enjoying some of my preferred music, metal rock, which horrified my cowboys. The volume wasn’t full blast while I finished cleaning up the kitchen—the guys were in the house and I did not want to kick off another country versus rock war. The twang still haunted my nightmares. It was Sunday, my favorite day of the week because this was the one day that we had to ourselves. The ranch hands were off doing their own thing. Even better, Kyle and Jacob only had a few chores to do in the morning so we had most of the day together. I had definite plans on how I wanted to spend the afternoon, and while the acts were technically still illegal in some areas, I was hoping no actual arrests would be involved. But if I was lucky, handcuffs just might.