A Second Chance Love Page 7

  “I didn’t want the other women, Jacob. Not after we fell for Kerri. I mean the sex was nice and it was fun at first when we first started at college, but we grew up. Nothing with them compares to what I feel with you. And now that I know what it feels like with the three us.” He moved one hand to bring me to them. “If it’s not Kerri, I won’t share what we have with anyone ever again.”

  I closed my eyes, overwhelmed with guilt. I’d caused them so much pain and I’d been completely oblivious. I snuggled into them, holding them both to me. “Why have you been running yourself into the ground, Jacob?” I thought about what he’d said about fucking up. “Were you trying to fix everything so we wouldn’t be angry anymore?”

  “Kerri! What the hell!” Kyle’s eyes on me were sharp as he turned his face to me. A part of me noticed that he shifted just a bit so he could grip Jacob even tighter, protectively. “Nothing was his fault!”

  “No shit! Of course not, Kyle. But he was blaming himself, so he was afraid we would blame him too.” I could see the painful vulnerability in Jacob’s eyes, and I put the pieces together. Watching my relationship with my father implode must have been horrifyingly familiar to a man who had grown up as a beloved child. Jacob had been brutally disowned the second he’d come out to his parents—he’d known all along it would happen if he chose Kyle.

  Had he actually thought we might want him to leave? His parents had because he was gay, so maybe he really did think he was disposable. Oh, fuck no!

  I made my voice steel hard. “Jacob, I don’t care if you really do fuck up, you are ours. We are keeping you forever, so we sure as hell aren’t kicking you to the curb over this.”

  Kyle’s lips parted in a slight, almost silent gasp, and his eyebrows rose. As he watched Jacob’s shoulders slump, a silent admission that there was nothing left to hide, his expression changed. His green eyes darkened with a hungry heat and the stance of his entire body changed to aggressive. He stood taller and shifted his weight to the balls of his feet. And everything about the way his eyes were devouring Jacob screamed ‘mine’. That surprised me. While I had seen that look directed at me before, I don’t think Kyle had ever taken that dynamic with Jacob before. Not just around me. I mean ever. He grabbed Jacob by nape of his neck, pulling the hair just hard enough to be a little painful. “I think it is about time you realize that you belong to me, to us, and we are never letting you go. Do you understand what I am saying? When we are through, there will be no doubt that we own you just as much as you own us. The way you have always owned me.”

  I looked at Kyle in shock. We might call Jacob our ‘gentle giant’, but in bed he had always taken the lead and tended to be forceful about it too. But when I observed Jacob’s reaction to Kyle’s show of possession, how his eyes went needy while his body went pliant, I wondered how much of that had been him trying to be what he thought we wanted.

  Kyle took a deep breath, “Jacob, from this point on, you aren’t to say a word. Unless you need us to stop. So if we do something that you truly don’t want, you can say no or stop but other than that, not a word unless you are told to.”

  Jacob nodded, his eyes wide and filled with a wild, hopeful need.

  Jesus, baby, how did we miss that you wanted this?

  Kyle took a step back and started undressing quickly. I knelt on the bed, directly behind Jacob’s back so I could spread my hands beneath his shirt, loving the way his hard muscles trembled. Stroking up and down gently, moving to the sides as I pressed myself against his back, I reached around to lightly tease his nipples, holding back my own moan as my stiff nipples and breasts fired with pleasure. I could just barely peek over Jacob’s shoulder enough to see that Kyle was completely naked now and was stepping back to us.

  “Strip, Jacob,” Kyle said in a commanding tone.

  When Jacob was done he just stood there waiting, looking slightly uncomfortable. If it hadn’t been for the fact that his cock was leaking and was so flushed and hard that it looked painful, I would’ve had second thoughts. Kyle reached out and turned Jacob to face me on the bed.

  “Kerri, scoot back a little and stay kneeling.”

  I did as he said and with both of them watching, I followed the rest of Kyle’s orders as he gave them. I unhooked my bra and dropped it over the side of the bed, then I kneaded my own breasts. I gasped a little as the stiff nipples peeked out from between my fingers, the pleasure so intense it almost hurt as I tightened my fingers. The mixture of arousal and shyness I felt was strangely titillating because I knew we were just beginning. Keeping my eyes on Jacob’s, my excitement was spreading through my whole body as I waited for Kyle’s next instructions.

  “Scoot back more, Kerri. Almost to the pillows. Jacob, I want you to keep watching what she does. Don’t take your eyes off her.” Kyle started stroking Jacob’s cock with commanding, rough pulls.

  Jacob didn’t say a word, but he let out a low groan. The need in his eyes as his gaze met mine was so powerful it drew an answering desire in me. And when Kyle just grabbed his neck, forcing him to bend over the bed, I thought he was going to lose it and come right then. Kyle ran his hand over Jacob’s ass, using a gentle, teasing touch.

  Kyle’s eyes gleamed at me. “Take off the panties, Kerri, and spread yourself open. We want to see that gorgeous pussy.

  I was getting a little nervous now as I did what he’d asked. I’d been naked with them plenty of times but this… This was different. I hadn’t done this in front of anyone before. Well, time to see if fantasy lives up to reality… Oh Christ!

  “Go ahead, baby, we want to watch.” Kyle’s voice was dark with lust and his eyes were as bright with it as Jacob’s. “Touch yourself. Make yourself all wet and ready.”

  Holding my pussy open with the fingers of one hand, I used two fingers of the other to tease gently at my clit. I was whimpering at the shocks of pleasure it shot through me as I watched their eyes on me. My nerves faded at the burning approval on their faces, and I couldn’t believe how quickly my arousal was building. I started making little gasps as I thrust two fingers in me, but all it did was make me hungry to be filled by something more substantial. I added two more fingers and slowed down the thrusts, keeping myself from going over the edge. I wanted to wait, but….oh, God. I was so close that I stopped my hand completely, but my hips jerked all on their own a few times and I bit off a groan.

  “Damn, babe. That’s so hot.” Kyle growled. “Don’t come. Wait for Jacob. Just keep teasing yourself while I get him ready.” Kyle was jacking Jacob’s cock with one hand. I drew in a breath when Kyle brought his other hand up and sucked a couple of fingers into his mouth, getting them good and wet. Was this going to be too much?

  When Kyle pushed that first finger carefully, Jacob’s eyes widened slightly and his mouth went slack with surrender. He hissed a bit and Kyle stopped, a look of concern on his face for the first time, doubt leaking out until Jacob moved back, obviously wanting more. Jacob was moaning when Kyle started pumping his finger slowly and when he added the second finger, all I saw in Jacob was hunger in his eyes as he bit his lip. His desire and increasing need evident in his tightening jaw. The way he thrust back harder.

  Watching them together, exploring a new side to themselves, was so unbelievably sexy. Jacob’s face twisted with an almost painful pleasure as Kyle curled his fingers in a certain way. “Now you know why I go crazy every time you hit that spot in me.” Kyle’s voice held a satisfied and possessive edge.

  Jacob’s eyes about rolled into the back of his head as he moaned and his body shuddered so hard I thought he was about to collapse. They looked so unbelievably sexy together I could’ve watched forever, but I thought Jacob was truly reaching his limit.

  “Kyle, I need to come,” I gasped. I moved my hands off myself and held my arms out to Jacob. “Please!”

  “Jacob, are you ready to bury your cock in her?” Kyle asked in a lust-filled tone as he pulled his fingers out. “Because you know what I want to do to your ass when you do, don�
�t you?”

  Jacob nodded, his eyes burning hotly as they met mine.

  “Jacob, if you don’t want it, you need to tell me now.” Kyle’s voice stayed as cool and controlled as ever, but as I looked over Jacob’s shoulder I could see the nervousness. He was trying to be what Jacob needed and take control, but he needed to make sure he wasn’t going too far.

  But maybe something had leaked through Kyle’s voice after all because as I looked into Jacob’s eyes I saw a flash of our old Jacob peek out. “God, yes, I’m ready to fuck her… And yes, I know you want to fuck my ass, Kyle.” He stopped, taking a deep breath. Breaking from my gaze he turned to meet Kyle’s.

  “Do it, Ky. Make me yours.”

  Deep hunger filled Kyle’s green eyes, erasing the shadows of doubt. “You were always mine. Now you are ours.” He gave Jacob a slight push and a slap on the ass. “Go ahead and get into position while I get the lube. Don’t you dare come without me or you will not believe the epic pout I will be smacking you two with.”

  And there was the glimpse of our old Kyle I’d been needing.

  I reached up to wind my arms around Jacob, bringing him down for deep kiss as he sank his thick cock into me, moaning at being so wonderfully full. His tongue dueled with mine as he pressed all the way in until he couldn’t go any farther. I set my heels into the mattress so I could grind up, causing waves of delight from rubbing my clit against him while he thrust hard. But we stopped quickly, realizing we were way too close to coming. I pulled back from Jacob and we exchanged rueful glances while we both shuddered from the effort of stopping on the edge.

  At that point Kyle was back behind Jacob with the bottle of lube and started preparing Jacob. I wished I could see what was going on because I found it extremely hot, but as I looked into Jacob’s slightly nervous eyes, I remembered my first time and how loving and careful they had been with me.

  I lifted my head and kissed Jacob softly before I pulled back to run my hands all over him. Through his hair, over his shoulders and chest, murmuring encouraging words as Kyle pulled his fingers out and lined up his cock to Jacob’s hole.

  “Push out, babe,” Kyle said through gritted teeth.

  “I know that— Holy Christ!” Jacob moaned as he dropped his head down to my chest. At first I thought he was in real pain and my eyes flashed up to Kyle who must’ve thought the same because he stopped, the muscles in his neck cording up at the effort.

  “Oh, God, don’t stop!” Jacob moved back a little. “Took me by surprise… So much better than fingers… Please, more.”

  Kyle pressed in all the way, slowly and steadily, careful to let Jacob adjust no matter how impatient he was. He leaned down, pressing a kiss to the back of Jacob’s shoulder and blowing one at me as he braced his hands on the bed. Then he started to move, giving Jacob time to learn the rhythm of being the man in the middle.

  And Jacob was a natural. His eyes were glazed over as he gave himself over to us completely. He ground into me hard and as he pulled out he’d shove his ass back into meeting Kyle’s cock as hard as he could, while moaning. “So fucking good.”

  I held off for as long as I could. The feel of Jacob spearing me hard and fast combined with the look of pleasure on his face as Kyle was thrusting hard into him was amazing. I was whimpering at the waves of intense lust and arousal that overwhelmed me, moving my hips up into Jacob as I spread as wide open as I could. Wanting more and more but not knowing if it was even possible. I was so close to the edge of orgasm that I didn’t know if I could wait any longer and I wanted to go with them. “Oh, God, now. Please come now!”

  Jacob shook his head. “No, don’t want it to be over yet.”

  Oh, Lord, I’m not going to walk for a week.

  Kyle was dripping with sweat and I knew he was at the edge too. “Jacob, it’s time.”

  A look of vulnerability flashed quickly over Jacob’s face and I understood. “This isn’t a one-time thing, Jacob.”

  Kyle growled at him. “Oh hell no. I am definitely fucking this gorgeous ass again, but now I need to come.” And with that, Kyle changed his angle and thrust so hard into Jacob that it ground him into me even harder directly on the center of my arousal and I came instantly, calling both their names.

  I could feel Jacob shoot his climax in me as soon as my orgasm hit and when Kyle moaned loudly, grinding against his ass, Jacob shuddered and groaned Kyle’s name while he buried his face in my neck.

  We stayed wrapped up in each other for I don’t know how long. Long after the last waves of pleasure had left. Just content to drift, cuddled up in bed, finally back in sync.

  * * * *

  Months later it was Valentine’s Day and I was feeling a bit curious. More than a bit, honestly. I had tried not to let myself get my hopes up for a big romantic hoopla because that just wasn’t my guys. So I had told myself not to be disappointed when no flowers were delivered, but when I didn’t even get a card or a ‘Happy Valentine’s Day’ I started to get a little mad.

  The reason for the lack of anything to acknowledge the day had become painfully obvious when they had sat down to dinner. They had wondered why I had gone to the trouble of fixing both of their favorite meals on a Tuesday night. When I’d glared at them, their gazes had slid over to the buffet cabinet where both of their favorite cakes were on display. Kyle had whipped out his phone, I presumed to check the date. He paled and quickly whispered in Jacob’s ear, who went pasty-white in record time. If my feelings hadn’t been hurt, I would’ve been laughing my ass off at the amount of swearing, stammering and apologizing that they did.

  They looked so pitifully sorry that I tried to swallow my hurt feelings and just enjoy the meal. They made a big show of enjoying every bite and quickly had me laughing. Yeah, I had to face it, I just couldn’t stay mad at them.

  When we were done and had started clearing the dishes, they were still trying to say they were sorry.

  “Kerri, why don’t you go take a bath and relax. We can clean this up for you,” Jacob offered, a guilty look on his face.

  Kyle pleaded too. “Yeah, we fucked up your Valentine’s Day. Let us make it up to you. Please, sweetheart.”

  A bath did sound heavenly. “That does sound wonderful. Okay.” I walked out of the kitchen, turning around at the last minute to remind them to rinse off the plates before loading them in the dishwasher. Damn thing needed replacing. But when I did, I saw something very interesting—my two guilt-stricken men high-fiving each other with a mission-accomplished grin.

  Suddenly, my feelings were no longer quite so hurt. But I was very, very curious. I didn’t know what they were up to exactly, but I decided to take a long bath and give them plenty of time for it.

  When I came out of the bathroom about an hour later, I found a lacy peignoir set in my favorite teal color on the bed with a note on it. Written in Kyle’s best handwriting was—

  Wear this and meet us in the living room

  Love Jacob and Kyle

  I gasped in surprise when I walked into the living room. I was trying to take it all in. The furniture had been pushed to the sides so the lit stone fireplace dominated the room. The lights were off throughout the entire floor so the only illumination was from the flames that danced over the fur rug in the middle of the room.

  And on that fur rug were the two men I loved. Dressed in tuxedos. Kneeling.

  Each with an open ring box.

  Oh, God, how could this possibly work?

  Kyle looked at me with understanding. “Don’t think about the hows or laws or any of that crap right now, Kerri, just think of what you want.”

  They both took a deep breath and asked, “Will you marry us?”

  Smiling, I gave the only answer in my heart. “Yes.”

  Then they were standing and I was wrapped in their arms while we kissed and laughed and kissed again.

  * * * *

  “How?” I couldn’t hold back the question any longer as I admired the ring on my hand. We had matching bands of braided tri
-colored brushed gold and I absolutely loved them. They had offered to get me something with a diamond if I preferred it, but I had cupped the ring protectively snarling ‘Mine’ so I think they understood that I wasn’t just being polite.

  “Here’s what we think, sweetheart. Now let me explain our reasons. Mostly my reasons, and if you have other ideas, we’re open to them, okay?” Kyle rushed out. He must have been nervous with how I was going to take it. And Jacob seemed to be bracing himself for rejection again. So I had a pretty good idea what the ideas were, and I think I knew why.

  Oh, Jacob, do you still think you are always the second choice?

  I held up my hand to Kyle’s lips to silence him.

  “Legally, I can only marry one of you and the two of you can’t marry right now, correct?”

  They nodded at me, the sadness that we all shared in their eyes.

  “Then how about I marry Jacob officially and legally, but we know that the three of us will be married as far as we are concerned.” I reached up to cup Jacob’s cheek in my hand.

  “Why me?” Jacob asked, his heart in his eyes. “You could marry Kyle legally and I would still be here.”

  “I assume you two came to this same decision too, right?” At their nods I continued on, “Kyle is close to his family and they love you, Jacob, and by some miracle they are fine with me too. They will never try to separate you from Kyle if something should happen to him. Yours would, Jacob.

  “But if I am your wife they can’t touch you. I will always be there. And I can give you a family. My dad likes you now. Diane loves you. I can give you two brothers that want to ride horses. And you are forgetting the most important reason of all, Jacob.” I pulled him down and whispered against his lips, “I love you and I want to be your wife!”