A Second Chance Love Page 4

  When Jacob heard those words, the rest of the hurt melted off his face. He gathered Kyle into his arms. “No, Ky. It wasn’t a big mistake and not really one at all. As I said, we should’ve talked about things. This is new to all of us and we just need to feel our way through things carefully for a while. I understand now why you didn’t tell me right away. It was the way I found out that made it smack me so badly, not what actually happened, I think. I love you, Ky, always have, always will.”

  Jacob buried his hand in Kyle’s hair and leaned down to take his mouth in a heated kiss that made me smile and relax. Kyle moaned as he melted into Jacob’s arms. When Jacob lifted him off his feet and moved to press him against the wall, I thought about joining them. Usually, when I watched them together I found them hotter than hell and that was definitely still there, but in this moment there was so much more. They loved each other so much and I couldn’t believe that by some miracle they had included me. But I just stood there, more than content to be a silent witness as they reaffirmed that connection. They needed this moment and I had to know I was never going to interfere with their bond.

  I grinned a few minutes later when two arms lifted and two hands crooked fingers in ‘come here’ gestures without that passionate kiss ever breaking. In only a few steps I was snuggling right into those open arms as they parted.

  Jacob moved back just enough that Kyle could slide back down to the ground, gathering us up in his arms and pressing kisses to the top of our heads. “Okay, we start fresh here. We’ll take the next couple of weeks to decide the rules and work out what we are all comfortable with. Nothing more than kissing without all three of us for right now. Does that work for everyone? Then after we find our balance, we won’t have to be so worried about it.”

  Kyle and I both nodded our agreement.

  As we walked out of the barn, I whispered a prayer. Please, God, let it be that simple.

  * * * *

  It was the following Sunday afternoon after my incident with Earl. Jacob had forwarded the asshole’s final paycheck to him since he wasn’t allowed back on the ranch. Earl had told the other hands about our unorthodox relationship, hoping to cause some trouble. I don’t think he had expected that the only reaction would be an exchange of money between the other hands. Apparently they’d had a betting pool going on about when we would finally get our ‘heads out of our asses’ and realize that our feelings went both ways. Brian had gleefully given us a play by play of the scene that had taken place. Complete with him giving impressions of Earl’s tirade when everyone had high-fived and yelled ‘about time’.

  We had been a bit surprised at the acceptance, but Brian had put it simply.

  “We don’t have a problem with Jacob and Kyle liking guys, so why would we be upset over them liking a girl too? Plus, the three of you together just fit.”

  I had a crockpot casserole going for dinner much later and the guys were downstairs fixing to watch a football game. Why, I had no clue, since none of our teams were playing. So I had another idea of how to spend the afternoon. I was lying down on the bed on my stomach, kind of diagonally facing the door reading on my Kindle, waiting to see which one would come check on me first. I was just about to give up and go find them when I heard footsteps on the stairs. I tried to look totally absorbed in my reading as the door opened.

  “Kerri, are you going to come watch the… Damn, never mind the game.” Jacob’s voice trailed off to a reverent whisper.

  I smiled up at him and rolled onto my side. His gaze roamed up and down my body, admiring the sheer black baby doll lingerie and nearly non-existent matching panties.

  “No, I am not going to watch the game.” I shot him an impish grin. “I had another idea.”

  “And it is fucking fantastic.”

  He started pulling off his T-shirt and jeans and when he pushed his underwear down to kick it away, I saw how much he liked my idea. He leaned over me and gave me what I thought was meant to be a quick kiss since we had agreed no sex without all of us present.

  Yet when I opened my mouth in a little purr of delight, his mood changed instantly. His tongue darted in to caress mine and the kiss caught fire as he groaned. In a flash he was lying on top of me as he plundered my mouth.

  Nerve endings all through my body shot to life as I clutched at his shoulders desperately. I reveled in his growl as I undulated my lower body against his. Oh, my God what this man does to me!

  I was drowning in him as he devoured my mouth so deeply my jaw ached and I stopped caring about whether or not I could breathe. In that moment, he was everything to me, but as much as I wanted him to just rip my panties off and fill me, we had rules. Pulling back from his kiss and pushing his shoulders away from me was one of the hardest things I had ever done. I gasped out, “Jacob, stop. Aren’t we going to share with Kyle?”

  Shadows swept across his face, darkening his blues to almost navy and he flopped over onto his back. “Yeah, I guess we should get Kyle up here so we can continue.” His voice was tight with frustration.

  I rolled over so I was propped up on my side, curled into him. I wanted to see his face, confused over why he was upset. “Jacob? Is something wrong?” I ran my fingers over his forehead and cheek gently. “I don’t know about you, but I was at that the point where I didn’t care about the rules anymore…I just wanted you.”

  His gaze softened and he relaxed. “Yeah, I was getting carried away too.” He stayed silent for a minute then he chuckled and scrambled out of bed, reaching for his pants.

  Jacob turned around and grinned at me. “I have an idea on how to let him in on it.”

  I noticed he had his phone in his hand. “Jacob, are you planning on sending Kyle a dirty pic?”

  His grin got even bigger. “How dirty a pic will you let me take?”

  I took a nervous breath. “It’s your pic. I guess as long as you think it’s hot, I’m game.”

  His grin turned positively evil. Oh, shit, what had I agreed to? After a few minutes of moving me around to his satisfaction, I was laying partially on my back with one leg bent at the knee to where my legs were slightly spread. One arm was flung above my head while my other hand cupped the breast that was exposed from him pushing one side of the baby doll off my shoulder. Then he moved my bent leg to spread me out a little more

  “Stay put, sweetheart, just have two final touches.” Then he leaned down to lick and suck my nipple until it was very wet and aroused.

  “You keep that up and I am going to forget all about that pic, Jacob.” I was breathing hard, fighting the urge to roll him onto his back and sink down on his cock.

  “Okay, okay.” He pulled back and snapped the pic. “I’m sending it now. Countdown…five…four…thr— That was quick.”

  I heard Kyle running up the stairs and I shared a grin with Jacob.

  A flushed Kyle stood in the doorway.

  “You can go watch the game if you want, Kyle.” I smirked at him.

  He watched hungrily as Jacob lay down behind me and ran his hands over me. “Oh, somehow I don’t find the game as interesting anymore.”

  He started removing his clothes as we watched. He may not have been as large as Jacob, but he had amazing muscle definition that I had always found absolutely gorgeous. I reached out with one hand as he came up to the bed and trailed one finger down his erect length. A bead of moisture immediately appeared on the tip. I licked my lips and rolled to my hands and knees so I could take the head in and suck on it, swirling my tongue around the edge where he was most sensitive.

  He held my head, threading his fingers through my hair as he started gently thrusting, going just a little bit deeper each time. I felt Jacob get on his knees and come up behind me, his work-roughened hands rubbing over my ass. I smiled inwardly as I felt him start to dip between my cheeks, knowing he would discover my other surprise at any moment.

  When he slipped his hand into my panties so he could tease me, he paused in shock. “Are you trying to hint at something, Kerri?”


  You’re damn right I am!

  I’d never had anal sex before and they had been worried about hurting me so all they had done was use a finger so far. We’d seemed to get carried away at that point and had moved to other things. So, unknown to them, I had ordered a few butt plugs off the Internet in different sizes. I had been careful to only use them when they weren’t around because they thought that since I had never done it, I was only trying to please them. It wasn’t true. Caleb was the only lover I had trusted to try kinkier things with and, while he could be adventurous, that was one thing he’d just never been willing to do.

  Jacob grasped the end of the plug I had put in earlier and moved it around gently. I whimpered around Kyle’s cock, taken by surprise at just how good it felt. I had enjoyed their fingers in me, but the plug was much larger. It feels so good…

  I pulled my mouth off Kyle to gasp. “Please, I want to feel both of you in me, moving in me.”

  “How bad do you want it, Kerri?” Jacob’s voice was deep and husky. “Bad enough to beg?”

  Yes! But I had been asking for it for a while… Fuck this, I was done waiting.

  I raised myself to my knees and grabbed Kyle by the shoulders. The way his eyes widened almost comically large and his mouth fell open in disbelief when I basically threw him down on the bed onto his back was priceless. I immediately straddled him and sank down on his cock as fast as I could, loving the way the sudden fullness almost hurt. Bracing my hands on his chest, I moved up and down. Slow and steady, enjoying the slide of his fat cock, the friction I got from the quick entry even though I was wet and needy. That combined with the plug in my ass was quickly sending me closer and closer to orgasm. But I wanted more, I needed Jacob in me too.

  I bent myself down to where I was laying on Kyle’s chest. His arms wrapped around me as he continued grinding his cock in me, breathing heavily. I could see Jacob off to the side watching hungrily, his body stiff with effort to hold back.

  “Jacob, please! I am going to come… God, it feels so good.” I gave him a demanding look. “Dammit, I want to come with you in my ass! Not a toy!”

  “I don’t think I can be gentle, Kerri… I don’t want to hurt you.” His voice sounded so rough. Blue eyes blazing as he clenched his jaw tightly.

  “You won’t, Jacob. And I promise I will say something if it hurts too much.” Then I whispered the truth, “Please, Jacob, I need it. I want you both to make me yours at the same time.”

  He got up from the bed, and for a moment I was afraid that he still wouldn’t, until I realized he was just getting the lube from the drawer. Kyle drew his legs together for Jacob as he straddled them behind me. I heard the snap as the cap was opened. Then he grasped the plug and moved it in and out of me a few times. I couldn’t control my response, moving to the thrusts, the feeling of fullness unbelievably good. I whimpered as he pulled the plug completely out then put the head of his cock against my hole, pushing the head in, stretching me way more than the plug ever had.

  “Look at me, baby,” Kyle commanded. His eyes were full of fire as he held my gaze prisoner and gently spoke. “Push out and relax. It is going to hurt, but I promise it will be a good hurt.”

  And it did hurt, it burned, but at the same time it felt better than anything I had ever felt before. I couldn’t keep still, rocking on Kyle’s cock that filled my pussy so well, taking more of Jacob’s a little at a time. But I couldn’t move enough to get it all. “Please!”

  At that demanding yell, Jacob let out a groan and filled me all the way, pressing in with a steady, powerful stroke that seared me inside and out. I moaned loudly along with Kyle. The feeling of both of them in me, rubbing against each other, separated by only a thin membrane, was overwhelming. Then they started moving together, gently at first but getting faster and harder as I cried for more.

  When Jacob grabbed my hips and started pounding into me, I flew higher with every stroke. I leaned down, my head pressing into Kyle’s chest as I held onto his arms tightly and moved into their thrusts. I screamed as I exploded into an orgasm more intense than any other in my life. All I could do was hold on as they kept fucking me through it, drawing the aftershocks out longer than I’d thought possible. Until. Oh Jesus! I’m going to come again!

  “Don’t stop. Oh God, don’t stop!” My voice was raw after all my moans and it seemed to trigger them, making them move even harder and faster as they pushed me over the edge again. When my body clenched down with it, I felt them both come inside me, hot bursts of it, as they yelled their satisfaction at almost the exact same moment.

  Jacob collapsed on my back. I felt squashed with his weight pressing me onto Kyle’s hard body, but it also felt so right that I didn’t care, I just enjoyed it.

  Even though I couldn’t really breathe, I was a bit regretful when Jacob moved off me, taking care to remove his cock from me gently. He lay down by our side so he could kiss us both. I loved those kisses even though they were messy and a bit awkward.

  “Stay there, sweetheart, I am going to get some washcloths to clean up with.” He kissed me on the forehead before he got up to go into the bathroom.

  Kyle put a finger under my chin. “Are you okay? We didn’t get too rough, did we?”

  I smiled at him. “I’m fine and yes, you got rough. If you didn’t notice, I enjoyed the hell out of it and I was begging for more.”

  “Yes, I did notice, but I also know how sore you can be after your first time.”

  I moved a bit, wincing when I realized he had a point. “I am a bit sore.”

  I felt Jacob come to the side of the bed. “I’ve got a bath running for us.” He picked me up gently.

  “I can walk.” I was amused with the pampering.

  Kyle followed us into the bathroom, one of my favorite rooms in the house. I had never seen it until a few weeks ago. When I had first moved in they had told me that I didn’t need to include their master suite in the household chores. I’d thought it had been because they had wanted their privacy. But it had been a little more than that. While the rest of the house was nice, it was done in a simple and comfortable style. The master bathroom looked like something off the HGTV channel. Done in warm earth tones, the plentiful cabinets were done in an espresso finish. Tumbled stone tile made the floor and continued into a huge shower with multiple adjustable nozzles and glass doors. There was even a bench that could be moved around.

  My favorite part was the huge Jacuzzi tub that could fit all three of us. It had three spouts hooked up to a separate water heater that just ran the shower and tub. Since the tub was heated, I could soak until I was water logged.

  There were three sinks set in the counter. The one in the middle set lower at the perfect height for someone about my height. I had asked them why they had designed this bathroom for three people if they had given up trying to find a different woman to love. Kyle had shrugged at me. “We just couldn’t let go of the hope completely.”

  I relaxed with my guys as we soaked together in the tub, grateful that I had a second chance at love.

  * * * *

  Two days later when I was doing dishes and arms snuck around from behind again, I didn’t freeze. I whirled around and struck the offender on the shoulder with my fist. I had been going for his face, but I switched targets at the last second. “Kyle! You gave me a heart attack!”

  Kyle’s eyes lit up with amusement at first, but as he took in my flushed face and shaky breathing, it quickly drained away. “Kerri, sweetheart, what’s wrong?”

  “Sorry, you startled me.” I tried to play it off, embarrassed that I had let Earl rattle me to the point of still being jumpy over a week later.

  Kyle cupped my face and pulled me to him for a hug. He asked quietly, “Is it because of what happened with that asshole?”

  I sighed and relaxed against him, savoring the solid strength and finally admitting, “It did rattle my nerves a bit. He surprised me just like that.”

  He swore under his breath. Then apologized gently, “I’
m sorry.”

  “Nothing to be sorry for, Kyle. I didn’t tell you that part, didn’t even think it was a big deal, to be honest.” I shrugged my shoulders, still feeling off-kilter.

  “It rattled me too. I keep making up excuses to come by the house.” Kyle’s green eyes were embarrassed. “I know you are a grown woman, but I can’t help it.”

  Yeah, I was a grown woman, and maybe my independent streak should be asserting itself, but all I saw when I looked at him was a man being protective and caring. And stressed. Taking a closer study, I could see lines of fatigue on his face and the tension in his neck and shoulders.

  “What else is going on, Kyle?” I dragged him over to the small butcher block table and chair set then pushed his protesting body down so I could stand behind him and start rubbing the massive knots out. I could only think of one thing that easy-going Kyle would get so worked up over. “Is it Jacob?”

  Kyle groaned and leaned his head forward so I could dig my thumbs into the back of his neck. Jeez, is that a boulder?

  After a few minutes, he said quietly, “He just tells me everything is fine when I ask, but it isn’t. He is getting more and more withdrawn. I’ve done something, but the stubborn jerk won’t tell me what it is. And everything I do seems to make it worse.”

  I stopped massaging Kyle’s shoulders as my fears came to the surface. I asked in a trembling voice, “Do you think he has changed his mind about me? Am I causing the problems between you two?”

  Kyle reached up and gently pulled me down to sit in his lap. I snuggled into him as he stroked my hair lovingly. “No, Kerri, he loves you just as much as I do. I swear.” Tilting my head, he gave me a kiss that melted my heart. Even when it deepened, it stayed a gentle sweep of tender strokes conveying a reassuring love. But as always with Kyle and Jacob, the fire was there, even if it wasn’t going to be tended this time.